Deep Sea Cosmic

"People often compare probing the ocean to probing space. They usually mean to convey the idea of exploring the canyon sides and plains of a still largely unknown world. But blue-water diving is like being in space itself-in that void between stars and planets. Weightless and adrift without a frame of reference in any direction, you have a glimpse of infinity. It is at once beautiful, liberating, and frighteningly impersonal. You have found a way to slip the bonds of Earth and enter a new state of existence for a minute or two at a time." Douglas H. Chadwick

Reunited

                                                                                                Alex Grey


March 4, 2014

So it has been quite awhile since I last wrote into this blog site. So much has happen in the last couple of years. I don't remember the tiny details but I do remember the great big ones which has inspired and changed my perspective on this thing we call Life.

I still can not believe how wonderful my life has changed. My life has become so much more rich and alive. There's so much more purpose and drive to live a life full of love, appreciation, inspiration, and consciousness. The promises I had for myself and the world are being manifested now because of a gift that was meant to be. My son Mason Amadeus Alvarez came into my journey last year. Last year's journey was so awesome. There was so much change, mentally, physically and spiritually. Today I continue to grow but I feel with much more meaning, drive and promises for my son, myself and the world. 

One of my life's  promises is to take in the moments we are so blessed to have. I try my BEST to always be in the moment. Having my son has been teaching me that even more. I do have my struggles as well. I struggle with the everyday living mentality that life is about paying bills, making money, cleaning this, finishing that..blah..blah...blah. The list goes on. I find the "Everday Living Mentality" to be draining. I understand we do have responsibility but I'm learning to balance it and put it aside at times. I struggle and I do have my bad days (Ask my boyfriend..jaja), but I tell myself that as long as I DO MY BEST each day to try my best too make that difference then I am living my life's purpose.

Taking-in life's moments make life so much richer.When I'm with my son I just want to be "there" I want to be with him and not have my mind and energy be somewhere else ( example: bills, cooking, blah, blah, blah).  I always try to appreciate the moments.

So, that's one of my promises. I have a list already. My promises are making me make lifestyle or shall I say LIFE changes. I am training myself to be more conscious. I guess writing in this blog will help me with my promises. So now that my idea is on paper it must manifest. So here's to promise ONE.

*Nspire